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| Monday, March 5th, 2007 | | 12:18 pm |
yeah.
It's been awhile since i've been on here. It seems to have changed quite a bit. Well. In case anyone has not heard or cares to know, Joel's father is in the hospital. He never has been that great health wise so i guess that in itself is not so surprising. What is however is that he is acually alive right now. About a week ago now i think....Joel called me at 4 in the morning...i wake up at 2. telling me to get dressed we have to go to the hospital. Aparently Suzie(joel's mother) woke up last night knowing her husbands sugar was low, he's a diabetic. She grabbed him juice and he proceeeded to go into a diabetic seziure. That's nothing new....they've been happening since joel was still living there. I guess they have been happening a lot more frequently. So Suzie helped him through it and he was foaming at the mouth. Now since she says it takes a minute for his brain to come back after a seizure she left to get on the computer and look up foaming at the mouth. She goes back in to check on him five minutes later had he wasn't breathing. She dials..411..opps. She dials 911...his heart had stopped. She did cpr on him until the parametics arrived. then went to the hospital with the van. We arrived getting a ride from Zach, a friend of Joel's who works with him. His mom ran out of the 'quiet room' bursting into tears. What's in the quiet room you ask? Oh just chairs, bibles and tissue paper. They might as well have a sign above it that says...you are going to be told the person you love died. Anyway we wait to see him and finally could when they got him up to ICU(intensive care unit). He's been there ever since. The doctors told us at first that he probably would not make it 24 hours. She called everyone. Joel and i spent the entire day there until around 1pm when we began the 4 hour drive to Winona, Minnisota. To pick up his younger brother. Then I sat up tired as hell trying to talk to help his brother who had also had no sleep stay awake as he drove the 4 hours back. In all Joel had gone 28 hours without sleep and i 21 until we finally hit the pillow. Joel took off of work and we spent the next two days that we weren't sleeping in that hospital. I probably know my way to and from the ICU unit to the food area better than anyone. I know where the computer is and i know where a lot of the tv's are. Joel's father made it through the night. They had him on a machine to breath for him and he was paralized and was given setatives. For those three days he did not move. We saw him open his eyes once...but there were so many tubes in his mouth who knows if he saw us. Now he's off of the paralitics and sedatives, he's breathing on his own...which is a miricle in itself. Suzie gave us Nathan's car and he has been driving that to and from work. Now comes the hardest part. There are no tubes in his mouth anymore. He's not paralized or under sedatives, he's breathing on his own....and he's not talking. He's not opening his eyes. No one knows if he's even in there anymore. No one knows how long his brain went without air. It's a waiting game. The Nurologist(head doctor) can't even tell us and said that he's gotta wait a bit longer before doing another head scan... prayers are apreciated. Current Mood:  anxious (3 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | Thursday, June 29th, 2006 | | 6:45 pm |
Sooooo yeah...once again a stoner...
I caved. Master got pot this morning and we smoked ourselves stupid and had great stoned sex. I feel totally dragged out but it's a lot better than the stress i've been feeling lately. I've been getting so stressed and pissed at work that i was getting liturally sick to my stomach. It hurt so bad today i wanted to cry and punch things. It has sucked balls and now i'm being a bitch and putting in a request to a diffearnt store which i said that if they do not honor i'm going to begin looking for a new job..i hope they just fire me so at least i can get unemployment.... Current Mood:  groggy (watch me cry) | | Thursday, May 25th, 2006 | | 3:27 pm |
I really hate it when Joel's right. It saddens me to read about a two friends being devided due to financial obligations. On the one hand, the one friend needs a car to live his life, which his father will not give him if he moves out. On the other hand, the other friend needs him to help pay rent on an apartment he signed for or he is completely screwing his friend. Life with roommates sucks. It's cool because you can save money, but it sucks, because it ruins friendships. Current Mood:  worried(watch me cry) | | Thursday, May 18th, 2006 | | 4:21 pm |
Dude, myspace is fucking addicting. I can't believe how much time i spend on that website. *shakes head* God help me for following the sheep. Current Mood:  guilty(1 sadistic bastard | watch me cry) | | Tuesday, May 16th, 2006 | | 4:06 pm |
Played the tape game again today. I won again, and Master says he's going to make it harder next time. yep. Current Mood:  good(1 sadistic bastard | watch me cry) | | Friday, May 12th, 2006 | | 4:23 pm |
So I know this sounds insanely boring to most people, but Master and I played Monopoly today. And yesturday.... Yeah, it was fun acually. We really don't take the game very seriously, so we both enjoyed it. I'm really glad Master can tolorate doing that kind of stuff with me because he said he hated it so much when he was younger. Afterwards we had monopoly sex. Lol...Master kept tiping me during the game, letting me keep the change of rent and such. He said it was on account of me giving great head and having a nice set of tits. Then i was talking about sex and i was like...uh i dunno about that..i need $1000 monopoly dollars at least. lol..it was funny and we both laughed, and then he fucked my tits and came all over my face. Twas great :D Current Mood:  giggly(1 sadistic bastard | watch me cry) | | Thursday, May 11th, 2006 | | 5:34 pm |
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Current Mood: grateful (watch me cry) | | Monday, May 8th, 2006 | | 3:49 pm |
So i found a group on myspace of wisconsinites. One was bitching and i told them to start an interesting convo or stop bitching and they went on this..oh my god she's into leashes and bdsm tangent. I just hate people who automatically ridicule that which they do not understand. Like....don't just hate it because it's different. Ya know? Current Mood: good(2 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006 | | 10:06 am |
Yeah. Came home, watched some southpark, got ready now at the library, will probably get a movie later. Yeah. Current Mood:  moody(watch me cry) | | Saturday, April 29th, 2006 | | 10:02 am |
Here's how to get me to interview you 001. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me." 002. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal. 003. You update your LJ with the answers to the questions. 004. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post. 005. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. Questions asked by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mixielicous001] how old is your Master: 24 002] what is your most *shameful* kink? ummm i really can't say. I'm not really ashamed of any of my kinkyness. 003] what is the hardest to do for Him? The hardest thing is probebly to do out in public with a leash on. I'm really subcouncious so i really have not gotten comfortable with this yet, although he did use it in the park. 004] what kind of hair do you have? I have dark brown, naturally curly hair. It's very long. There is a pic of me on my myspace. The link is on my lj, if you'd like to see it. 005] what is the most recent fantasy you have not been able to get out of your head? Um, most reasant fantasy..um...lately there haven't really been any. I've had a long standing fantasy of fucking on a swing, mostly because i have not done it yet, but that's about it. Master keeps things fresh, so my fantasy's never go long without being fulfilled Current Mood: amused(2 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | Thursday, April 27th, 2006 | | 12:52 pm |
Same old shit again. Woke up, picked up the Master from work, fucked, got food, got a movie. He was tired from work and me not letting me get sleep because everytime he tries i end up fucking him. Master has given me 24 hours to get the dishes done. I'm sure i'll put it off till the last minute as usual. Current Mood: cold(2 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | Tuesday, April 25th, 2006 | | 10:46 am |
So today has been rather uneventful. Same old shit. I woke up, watched some southpark. I called Megan aparently waking her up (oops). Then i took a very long bath. I got all prettyied up and wrote. I watched some cruel intentions while cleaning and didn't get a hole lot done. yup. Current Mood:  drained(2 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 | | 4:21 am |
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| 1. How old are you? | 21-23 |
| 2. What is your sexual orientation? | Bisexual |
| 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex? | Sure I have |
| 4. Have you ever received oral sex? | Yes, of course |
| 5. How many sexual partners have you had? | 1-5 |
| 6. What is your pubic hair style? | Shaved bald, nice and clean |
| 7. What is your choice of underwear style? | Thong |
| 8. Have you ever had anal sex? | Yes I have |
| 9. What is your favorite position? | Doggie style |
| 10. How often do you masturbate? | Maybe once a month |
| 11. Have you ever kissed a girl? | Yes, for sure |
| 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl? | Not yet, but I would |
| 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos? | Yes, been in them |
| 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once? | Yes, a threesome |
| 15. Have you watched porn? | Yes, of course. Who hasn't? |
| 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area? | Of course, I go to nudist events all the time |
| 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex? | Yes, been watched, but never watched others |
| 18. Spit or swallow? | Swallow |
| 19. Have you ever had an orgasm? | Of course, all of the time |
| 20. Do you own any sex toys? | Of course, my vibrator |
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Current Mood: good (watch me cry) | | Saturday, April 15th, 2006 | | 10:00 am |
Shit a lot has happen since i last posted. Well, on thursday Master and I picked up my ring. It is soooooo pretty. Joel told his mom, she was thrilled. He told his dad, he said that i am really smart and that i should finish school and that Joel should go to school, which we will never stop hearing for the rest of our lives so it went well. We were mortified about going to see my parents but we told them yesturday and it turned out well. My father is going to do a pig roast, i'm so exited. Well. I told Jill and Megan that i would like them to stand in my wedding. Jill will be my maid of honor. Jackie and Megan will be my other brides maids. Then there's my brother Eric who will be the ring barrer and hopefully my cousin Jesse who is a year youger than Eric to be the flower girl. The two Nicks will be Joels groomsmen and his little brother Nathan will be his best man. Now if matt isn't in jail at that time we will have to find another bridesmaid, but for now we're sticking with what we have. I decided today that the colors will be rose red. Roses have played a cute background role in Master's and my relationship, so i think it's appropriate. Ummmmmmmm.Master is --------> staring at my page so i no longer know what i was thinking about. So yeah. Anyway, I guess Master wishes to leave so here i am leaving. *love* Current Mood: exhausted(3 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | Monday, April 10th, 2006 | | 3:40 pm |
Oh, Master and i saw a random turkey today. It was right by South highschool. weird. (5 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | 3:19 pm |
Today was fun. Master and I went for a walk in the woods so i could get my exersise. We found a clearing on a dear trail where there was a fallen tree. I got a wonderful full body massage, i got eaten out and i got fucked over a log. Twas a fun and productive day. Current Mood: good(2 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | Friday, April 7th, 2006 | | 10:22 am |
Dilettante
You scored 38% Experience, 63% Adventurousness, 64% Kinkyness, and 38% Corrupt! |
You have definitly found your way to pleasure. You know what you like and continue to do it. Do not hesitate to continue to push your limits. Do not get stuck only doing what is comfortable. Sometimes we learn the most about ourselves when we push ourselves harder and further on the journey to self discovery.
Please remember to rank my test. Thank You |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 90% on Experience |
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You scored higher than 82% on Adventurousness |
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You scored higher than 82% on Kinkyness |
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You scored higher than 90% on Corruption |
| Current Mood: calm (watch me cry) | | Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 | | 3:15 pm |
Sooo, today i came home from work with a horrible migrane. I get them about every three months. He told me he was cooking, but i am always hungry when i get home and since i was talking to him on the phone i told him i'd probebly grab a salad while i was waiting. So i walk in, see the pizza from last night and grab a piece and take a bite, walking into the kitchen. Master stops, looks at me disapprovingly, snatches the pizza from my hand and throws it in the garbage before i am able to react, then i am shoved toward the arm chair, and on the coffee table is an huge salad. I shovel that in. Then he puts pasta goodness in front of me which i eat. He tells me there is more. I can't even eat that much i am so full. It was yummy and awesome and painful all at the same time. Then we went to his bank then to mine to put money in our savings account. We got some exedrine for my migrane which i could hardly keep my eyes open through all this, and i took it while we drove to blockbuster. We got a movie that was supposed to be an s&m girl on girl sort of thing. It was soft core porn. Very very very very very poorly done even for soft core porn. Anyway, after we picked up the movie, we went ring shopping!! We went to Kesslers. I found one i liked and she's holding it for me. We want to look again tomarro and we will probebly buy it or another ring tomarro. I'm so exited. Dude, the chick let me walk out of the store, liturally out of the store without even getting up from her seat with i kid you not, over 2,000 worth of jewelry. A dimond in one hand and a dimond ring in the other. It was fucking nuts. I should have fucking ran. So we went home and watched the horrible movie and Master got into bed. I followed him to say goodnite and one thing led to another and i was moaning and then screaming in pleasure as he fucked my ass. Then he ate me out and i had the best oragasm ever. He has this increadable skill at eating out i swear to god. Anyway, so i'm one happy camper, besides the horrible migrane today was fucking great. Oh and i even got new thongs!! :D Current Mood: ecstatic(2 sadistic bastards | watch me cry) | | Monday, April 3rd, 2006 | | 3:31 pm |
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